Heres to New Year 2009 and updates !

Hi all,

2009 woohooo ! lol

Well, the year started just awesome - as you know I and some of my friends we came up with this idea of our very own forum, where WE are the team. And so far it goes great, Im very happy about it.

Those who have eyes, they will see and those who have ears they will hear the right things, those who dont have either or, well, dont bother to read this blog since it will do good neither you nor me.

A few hilarious updates as of late...

* PC is playing it 'EXTRA super dooper nice' on all forums she posts - Im glad I 'helped' to boost it lol, oh wait, its all fakeness, so theres really no need to boost it, theres NOTHING there behind the mirror anyway. But alas, many people are naive and eat whatever they are served to eat. Lucky YOU, who reads AND gets my blog right, you know the REAL THING about all the below written stuff. How you use this info, its up to you, reader. I dont get paid to tell all that obvously ( would be cool though !) and I do take risks that not all will see the point but Im a passionate forum girl who not only can post but also has a common sense, can be impartial and is not afraid to speak the truth. Truth hurts though so of course there will be tons of 'youre crazy' stuff but as I said, those who can see, they will see. And as for the rest, I dont care.

* Aint it funny how PC 'always' makes an extra note when posting some new VS pictures 'Originally found by A....' as if A... was THE photographer or THE founder of VS lol BUT at the same time PC takes a picture I got off VS , reposts it and ...doesnt credit me, surprise, surprise ! Aint it an additional point that proves that all I say is oh so true, she cant even give ME credits - of course.And at the same time always makes an EXTRA note of 'credit to anywhere else' and 'claims to always credit EVERYONE' - ah well, what can we expect from a person like that anyway lol.... Who likes being shown what a shitty personality one has ? Noone, right. Well, the morals are very simple : dont be a low mean person and you wont have to deal with bitter truth, thats all.

* Oh and referring to the above. I DO tag SOME VS pictures that I take my time to find on VS site - that are NOT officially on yet ( and some never are...) because of the above case of 'not crediting'. And today I read PC's 'clever words on how ridiculous it is to tag VS pictures because they are available for all yadda yadda'. Of course they are. Most of them that is. And guess what, I will CONTINUE taggin them and the main reason is that jerks like YOU dont bother to give credits to people who take their time to search for them. If its STILL unclear for you lol. Oh and if you dont like my tagged ones, feel free to search for them yourself.

* Sadly, I am not a frequent poster now at Marisa Miller's official forum - mainly because of the rotten stink of PC who posts there ( although she is not a fan of Marisa and thanks god she is not, brrr !). Really pity Marisa doesnt know about it, but oh well we have a person who is close to her who joined lvsm forum so theres a contact, in case they notice my absence :) But yeah, Id rather stay in a place thats nice and friendly ( not fakey-friendly as some) and where theres equal respect for all and a cozy atmosphere then to see PC's fake smiles, ah's and oh's and wheedling Marisa , Cartel-Meggie and some members who 'take her fake glitter for real'. At least its my 'credit' as well, that PC is being 'eeeeexxxtra nice' now everywhere ( of course, to 'prove me wrong' lol). But you know theres a niceness thats real and genuine and comes from ones heart and theres a fake niceness thats as sweet as throwing up.

* After I made some of my forum friends 'moderators' and 'admins', AFTER that our PC - drum rolls pls- makes one of 'her BZ forum' (where shes 'admin'lol) members to...a moderator as well ! Taadaamm! What a copycat. Yikies. Even there. I talk with a few members who are still on BZ and they say it came really unexpected for them cause that person didnt really 'earn' this title and there are better ones. But of course, he has smth that not all have...he can 'lick her....' and thats being 'rewarded' obviously lol. Cause Ive seen the 'talk' between them a while ago on bz. ( 'Oh Miss Pinks....'- 'Well done, my boy.') Hilarious. And the funniest thing ? PC never shows her REAL personal photos ( thanks god, because we at least can sleep and dont see nightmares) - its easier to 'keep a secret aura of being 'nice inside and out'' then to show whats really there. Do I show ? Yes, you can see my personal pix on tFS in my profile and on facebook. And I know someone with a shitty mean nature like PC cant be beautiful - because its in the eyes, as simple as it sounds, the true beauty comes from inside, its in the eyes too...People who lie never feel comfortable to show off their faces/to have others look into their eyes, never. Okay, I got a bit carried away here, back on topic.

So yeah, Ive been a member of BZ for a long time and I saw her being a member, then a moderator, then an 'admin' and PC never was ' just so caring and nice' as she tries to come off now lol. Guess why !

* Yes, Im still on the fashion spot forum and Im promoting Marisas thread there or at least try to (sadly, its not popular there regardless...Most people of TFS are into 'High fashion models' and have many prejudices...I could write a separate post on fashion and models later...we shall see...) and I gladly do it in my own forum of course and its very satisfying to see how often its being updated there and how it all is taken a good care of. ( Thanks, my staff team and all members of lovevsmodels -escpecially the active and quality members :))


Next time Im gonna post about one of my favorite models....just feel like Im ready to say a few words on that lol...cause it was summing up for a long time now...

About 'comments' - I am sorry but due to technical issues all comments for the previous posts are lost - I usually just click 'select all' and 'publish' just like with all previous posts here I did but I did so today and they are not up yet which is weird to say the least. And no I dont delete them myself, cause its not like I didnt publish 'only bad ones and good did' - ALL of them are lost :( So yeah thats the only case now, Ill try to contact blog support.

Hopefully next time there are comments they wont be lost like that.

But keep it in mind when posting any comments - the written word is heavy. What you say and THE way you say something about someone or something speaks louder about you then about that someone or something.

Thanks for reading and stay well !

xx.

ps. Yes, Im that passionate about forum and take it that close to heart. Its tons of my time being invested in all that after all and if I do smth I like I give 100% of me. So yeah, whereas most dont care at all, I do. Otheriwise I wasnt here.

ps.1 I dont write to 'add a bad reputation' to my favorite models or fave forums ( like my own forum or like tFS). In fact, as a model Id be only proud to have such fans who truly care.

ps.2 No, I cant jump very high and I seriously suck at some things I dont deny that BUT among other things I rock at and I know I just have it - my fantastic intuition ( being a 'scorpio' with ascendant in 'scorpio' must have smth to do with it as well lol) that never fails to serve me right and a very good knowledge of people. Call it XRay if you will. I have no idea why the described below happened to me ( oh yes I do but you wont get it anyway) - may be Im a 'catalyst' in a way, laugh at it or not...You can do whatever you want but I am the way I am and never play someone Im not, yes its not 'good for life' but its the way it is and inspite of anything i do stay objective and impartial and give you all information the way it is. Yes, in my point of view, but you are welcome to prove the opposite, if you can of course, based on valid proves, not on just words.

ps.3 Yes, of course Im still 'banned on bz' - for no reason, just so because someone doesnt like to know the truth lol- in fact, Im even 'banned from guest view only' lol ( wow, so they fear me THAT much, incredible huh ! I know ! lol) - I still find a way to check it rarely to check if my stuffs are being credited and well, to see what 'new and clever' some members say again ( like PC, VH and some others who already 'caused a stir' with their 'amazingly clever posts' lol) For some reason I just feel when I should check it - and voila, each time there is a 'masterpiece' waiting for me.